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So...yeah
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It's 1 am and I feel like writing. What else would I be doing, SLEEPING?? Pfft.
It's kind of strange that I'm actually using this as a journal. I've never kept a journal before really. Maybe it would be good if I did.
The last few days have been boring. REALLY boring. It's because it's the days after something exciting happened, and the days before something else exciting will happen. Does that make sense? Hehe. School will be starting this Monday and I can't wait, though I keep having anxiety and nightmares about it. I hate how apprehensive I am about things. I know that once it starts, everything will be fine. I have a lot of exiting classes this semester, like Critical Thinking, and Biology that actually has a lab. That will be really interesting because I've sort of decided on some kind of scientific career and I need to find out what I really want to do. And once school starts and I get used to the schedule, I won't have dreams that I'm wandering around the campus in a panic because I've forgotten where I'm supposed to go and my paper with my schedule on it has mysteriously vanished
Prior to these past few boring days, I went on a camping trip with my family which was very relaxing and fun. I really needed it. There's something about sitting around a campfire, wandering by myself down trails along cliffs by the ocean, and listening to the crashing waves that clears my mind and helps me forget about everything. I felt very at peace, despite all my...issues..lol. It's not that life is overly stressful right now. I know other people are having more difficulty than me. I just wish a few things were different. Nature just helps take my mind off of things and reminds me that the world is still a beautiful place
Hmm...another thing that's been going on is that I suddenly feel drawn to this small town in northern CA called Arcata. I've never been there, only seen a few pictures and read a little about it, and suddenly I want to live there and go to school there. Maybe it's where I'm meant to be, or maybe it's totally unrealistic, I don't know. I did read that Humboldt University's top majors are Biology and Art which I think is cool (especially the Biology). It's right in Arcata, and appears to have trails leading into the redwood forests right at the college! O_O That's totally awesome. Still, I'll have to go there sometime in order to see if I really like it before I make any decisions, and who knows when that will happen, it's about 200 miles north...Besides, I'm still considering going to UC Davis which is a lot closer.
Well, I think I'm out of thoughts. I don't really know what else to write about. I just felt I had to get all my thoughts out, but if anyone takes the time to read it, that's fine with me, lol. Anyway, goodnight. I'm so tired now, and I have a headache. *sigh*
^_^
I just had to choose "apprehensive" as my mood because that's an awesome smiley. Plus it kind of fits.
It's kind of strange that I'm actually using this as a journal. I've never kept a journal before really. Maybe it would be good if I did.
The last few days have been boring. REALLY boring. It's because it's the days after something exciting happened, and the days before something else exciting will happen. Does that make sense? Hehe. School will be starting this Monday and I can't wait, though I keep having anxiety and nightmares about it. I hate how apprehensive I am about things. I know that once it starts, everything will be fine. I have a lot of exiting classes this semester, like Critical Thinking, and Biology that actually has a lab. That will be really interesting because I've sort of decided on some kind of scientific career and I need to find out what I really want to do. And once school starts and I get used to the schedule, I won't have dreams that I'm wandering around the campus in a panic because I've forgotten where I'm supposed to go and my paper with my schedule on it has mysteriously vanished
Prior to these past few boring days, I went on a camping trip with my family which was very relaxing and fun. I really needed it. There's something about sitting around a campfire, wandering by myself down trails along cliffs by the ocean, and listening to the crashing waves that clears my mind and helps me forget about everything. I felt very at peace, despite all my...issues..lol. It's not that life is overly stressful right now. I know other people are having more difficulty than me. I just wish a few things were different. Nature just helps take my mind off of things and reminds me that the world is still a beautiful place
Hmm...another thing that's been going on is that I suddenly feel drawn to this small town in northern CA called Arcata. I've never been there, only seen a few pictures and read a little about it, and suddenly I want to live there and go to school there. Maybe it's where I'm meant to be, or maybe it's totally unrealistic, I don't know. I did read that Humboldt University's top majors are Biology and Art which I think is cool (especially the Biology). It's right in Arcata, and appears to have trails leading into the redwood forests right at the college! O_O That's totally awesome. Still, I'll have to go there sometime in order to see if I really like it before I make any decisions, and who knows when that will happen, it's about 200 miles north...Besides, I'm still considering going to UC Davis which is a lot closer.
Well, I think I'm out of thoughts. I don't really know what else to write about. I just felt I had to get all my thoughts out, but if anyone takes the time to read it, that's fine with me, lol. Anyway, goodnight. I'm so tired now, and I have a headache. *sigh*
^_^
I just had to choose "apprehensive" as my mood because that's an awesome smiley. Plus it kind of fits.
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4 days
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I can't even describe how excited I am. In 4 days, I will be in Big Sur, one of the most beautiful places in California (that I've seen ). I've already started packing, and I've been looking at pictures of the places we will be going to. I can't wait to take my own pictures either, there will probably be hundreds of them 
It will be very nice to get away, as I've been waiting for this all summer. Big Sur is probably my favorite place in the world. It has rocky cliffs, blue water, huge redwoods, waterfalls, a perfectly clear freezing river gorge where we swim, and fresh air. I'm just sooooo happy! O_O I don't even care that I have to go back to school right after the camping trip. Actually, I'm happy about that too, for the most part . Goodbye lazy summer!
And I need ideas. I want to draw, but I don't know what to draw. Maybe Big Sur will inspire me. Ahhhhhhhh I can't wait ^_^
It will be very nice to get away, as I've been waiting for this all summer. Big Sur is probably my favorite place in the world. It has rocky cliffs, blue water, huge redwoods, waterfalls, a perfectly clear freezing river gorge where we swim, and fresh air
. I'm just sooooo happy! O_O I don't even care that I have to go back to school right after the camping trip. Actually, I'm happy about that too, for the most part . Goodbye lazy summer!And I need ideas. I want to draw, but I don't know what to draw. Maybe Big Sur will inspire me. Ahhhhhhhh I can't wait ^_^
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Why am I writing this?
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I decided I would write a journal. My last one was from 2007, so I thought I should write something new, though I don't know why and probably nobody will read it. Oh well ^_^
Well, life has been good lately. Except for today. I wish today was over, or that I'de never gotten up. I don't really know why, I just feel bored and unmotivated. And it's really humid in my computer room. GRRRR!!!! I need to get out! O_O Ok...I'm better now..*calms down*.
Last week was good, and I actually started drawing again. It was strange, I just sort of went into a drawing craze and couldn't stop. I didn't know what to draw, so I listened to some music and it helped inspire me. I feel like drawing again, but now the inspiration is gone.
I really can't wait to go camping, and I think maybe seeing the ocean and and the trees will help me. I feel like I need to get away from where I am now. I watched Kiki's Delivery Service last night and it made me wish I lived in a scenic little town by the ocean...Well actually I always wish that, but it just made it worse. On the other hand, it also made me want to draw stuff, so we'll see what happens ^_^
Ok then...that's about it. Sorry for sounding so Emo.
Peace out!
Well, life has been good lately. Except for today. I wish today was over, or that I'de never gotten up. I don't really know why, I just feel bored and unmotivated. And it's really humid in my computer room. GRRRR!!!! I need to get out! O_O Ok...I'm better now..*calms down*.
Last week was good, and I actually started drawing again. It was strange, I just sort of went into a drawing craze and couldn't stop. I didn't know what to draw, so I listened to some music and it helped inspire me. I feel like drawing again, but now the inspiration is gone.
I really can't wait to go camping, and I think maybe seeing the ocean and and the trees will help me. I feel like I need to get away from where I am now. I watched Kiki's Delivery Service last night and it made me wish I lived in a scenic little town by the ocean...Well actually I always wish that, but it just made it worse. On the other hand, it also made me want to draw stuff, so we'll see what happens ^_^
Ok then...that's about it. Sorry for sounding so Emo.
Peace out!
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Another cool art site!
1 min read
I found this site called rate my drawings, www.ratemydrawings.com/index.p…
Basically, you draw pictures online and submit them for others to rate and comment on. The drawing tool doesn't have many features, but some of the art people create there is amazing! Check it out.
Here are my drawings I did there:
www.ratemydrawings.com/drawing…
/Hiro Nakamura from "Heroes"
Actually, to see my other art, just view that one and go to my profile! Ooh, and I'de appreciate ratings on my Hiro pictures, since it's enetered in a contest there:-D
Basically, you draw pictures online and submit them for others to rate and comment on. The drawing tool doesn't have many features, but some of the art people create there is amazing! Check it out.
Here are my drawings I did there:
www.ratemydrawings.com/drawing…
/Hiro Nakamura from "Heroes"
Actually, to see my other art, just view that one and go to my profile! Ooh, and I'de appreciate ratings on my Hiro pictures, since it's enetered in a contest there:-D
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